Life after Death

i just typed out an entire blog and pressed the 'back' button.....WHYYYYYY
let me write the entire thing out again
Op 1, do you want me to resurrect you? i know the spell..
Oh and I have gotten op 1 completely hooked on to merlin!!!!!! *Victory screech*
now thou shalt feel the pain as i do:) when it ends
Thirdly, i have a geogo project and math to complete before the day ends...and i still haven't strted sticking the pictures...i am going to die.....and i am blogging.......
well
that was fast

i don't get it !!1 i mean there are so many distractions....and its the first Sunday that i dis not have to go for any class or any other form of profanity, and i have to write me position paper for BDSMUN!!
Seriously, these people come unto me in school and they're all like 'Listen, you're ding BDSMUN, and there is no way that you can opt out."
"But my life?"
"Looka t us give a schist about your life?"
Clouds of pain gather over my head, dramatic rumbling, pouring rain. *Solemn music plays*
Come on people get a heart!
But i suppose i am as much to blame. you see i go to bed every night my head going "we'll be so productive tomorrow!! Buddy we'll get work done!"
the very next morning
"Meh. Let hear some more heart shattering merlin soundtrack!(btw look up the bond of sacrifice..its beautiful!!)"
ladies and gentlemen...thats how i get work done on Sundays...( iisuperwomanii!!!)
see, now almost every person in my grade looks forward to the day when we can leave this crappy life behind...the days that will follow after we have passed our board exams...ah
And yet
we only get like three months, which is a lot, but for some people, its just a few weeks
yes my friends i kid you not,.... a few weeks.
Some people just want to watch the world burn...
Come one people!1 we just spent the past 13 YEARS of our life studying, and you just expect us to make a full recovery in that much time????
me :

Sorry for the language 

So thats the unfortunate world we live in.....neat. 

I need more merlin

So...

Thats that i suppose ......

And for the benefit of operator 1 ......

I am waiting.....

See ya peeps 

Allons y 

IS THIS TRUEE!!! LET IT BE OMGOMGOMG

It may sound familiar but....

Well it seems that Opertaor 1 has deserted this blog .... again *sigh*
And yet i must bore the living wits out of you by saying that  i really have nothing new to say...but i need somewhere i can rant about some matters that have been seriously tormenting the way i live and the way all the people in this world are living.
Firstly, to touch upon a very 'touchy' topic ( no pun intended ) and of course one that has been debated upon very often, is the one regarding women safety in India. Yes yes i know that dear op1 has spoken about it in our blog, and yes i read it, very moving Op 1, but here's the thing. Its not only women...oh no......its the viscous trap of poverty. i open the Mumbai Mirror and oh look, a poor lady got raped....by whom? three men
Oh come on people....i mean seriously, if you're that interested in copulating with some one...go get a girlfriend or better get a nice loving wife and copulate away!!!
but no...a woman i swalking alone on the street, lets go all wild dogs on her !!
Oh, damn. sorry
But what can i do?? Its horrendous!! and forget about just raping some one who isn't a part of your family...there are some perverse and seriously twisted minds who think that raping your eve year old niece is something thats completely legit.....slow claps for humanity fellas...
That poor girl has not even hit puberty and you think that you can get away with it??? and nowadays, it seems that even sons have have no respect left for their own mothers.....ill let that sink in
Yep. A teen, of about 17 or 20, I'm not sure, raped HIS OWN MOTHER, in HER OWN HOUSE, HOLDING A FLIPPIN KNIFE OT HER THROAT!!! I mean come on!! SHE is the woman who fed you, nursed you, raised you from a  bumbling twerp to the man you are now!!
Oh but do not think...even for a second that women feel the same "sis code" for the others. as much as you would  to like to believe it, there was this mother who was about to sell her daughter's virgintiy for a lakh rupees, roughly 66,00,000 dollars.
So bottom line of the story - trust no one....carry a knife or a pepper spray...or learn judo. I did taek wan do.
My mother being the soul she is, never trusted the cabbies or anyone....and i suppose i cannot really blame her for her fears for i myself have faced such problems. On one instance, i saw theses band of boys staring lustfully at this woman passing by (Sickening)
On anotehr occasion - Just a couple of weeks back, me and one of my friends (who is a guy and like 2 years younger to me so don't get ideas) were walking down to math tutions. Since its not very far, we decided hat we would walk to the place, as we rarely get any exercise and we could probably buy some mints to pass the time. It was Gokulashtami at the time, so there were these huge canopies and pots above your head (Ill explain this in detail some other time) and these HORDES of people (if by that you mean rowdy boys from families below the poverty line) packed into these huge trucks. So we were passing by (mind you we are just kids, we look like innocent kids ) and this high blue truck filled with guys is passing us, we are pressed against the wall and as i look at the truck, every flipping idiot in that vehicle was just gawking and staring at ME! I just mustered the worst look on my face and walked away.
These incidents permanently scars you. You just need know, who is staring at you and who isn't. Seriously, men should just stop looking at women like that....
And Bollywood movies should seriously stop portraying women in short clothes when they know nearly half the population is not educated enough to dismiss that.
So here are the underlying messages = god dammit government wake up and shake your legs and EDUCATE THE DAMNED MASSESS!! No number of rape laws or acts can trump the mindset of a person

Apart from this, i just finished Merlin, and
Oh my God
I am an emotionally compromised fangirl
I am dying
GLUB
GLUB
GLUB
When Merlin tells Arthur of his magic and Arthur treats him like a beyotch *Angst*
The last scene when Arthur tells Merlin to stop struggling and just hold him in his arms *sobs*
When he tells Merlin "Thank You"  *Sobs violently*
when he dies in his arms and Merlin is crying out to the Dragon for help * Water flowing like the Niagra falls*
So basically my heart literally died and went into Colin Morgan. He is a FABSMASTIC ACTOR!!
God, he was beautiful *Sighs dreamily*
Seriously i recommend merlin series to anyone who hasn't watched it...some beautiful friendships in there:) I literally lost it when Arthur dies and merlin starts crying and I'm just hugging the screen and my dad is throwing me these looks looking extreeeeeeeemely worried. I felt i should explain, but then my brain, being the great lazy lump of grey matter that it is, goes all....
Meh.
MERTHUR FOR LIFE!!!
I SHIP ITT!!!!

Ah *plop*
Vale !!
~ hystericalhermits

PS - this was like my longest rant...ever...feeling sleepy....bye bye:)